Its begining to feel alot like ..... I just want to die!

Merry Christmas!............ this is what you would be hearing from someone who actually gave a damn!! I have been spending so much time this year trying to get myself in the spirit of the season..... to no avail! Through work, I have seen how people come together this time of year to make things better for those less fortunate, but Its just not doing it for me. This year I would rather be at home with a book relaxing.... NOT spending it with the familly I could do with out seeing! The good part Is I have gotten to see a couple old friends that Ive missed... but Im good now and would really like to leave!
Im really not a grinch!

The New Me!

I started LA weight loss yesterday! YAY! My be skinny date is March 09! Watch out bitches!

Over Due Update!

Hey Everyone! Im sorry it has been forever since I have posted on here! Work has been Crazy! So.... lets see where to start.... Umm new Job... LOVE IT! Um sex life.... Pfft, broken hearted yet again, but have a promising new prospect! (special needs T.A.! And OMFG Hotty!) Ummmm..... Ive lost sooo much weight, I cant wear my pimp grad ring anymore! Moved to Calgary, and then back to Edmonton.... And I moved to a different house... I think that is it in a nut shell! I am missing everyone sooo much, I kinda just want to go back in time and make everything the way it was! Stocking shelvs, JT dancing.... hmmmm... those were the days!