Holla! I am afraid this post is a sad one! I know, compared to all my wonderfully hilarious ones this is going to be a drag, but what can ya do.... not everyone is happy all the time, unless you are Posh spice and get to grab beckhams ass 24/7 (now that's happiness people) Any ways.... back to my point, for some reason my mind has decided I cant settle down with just one guy! I don't know if its making up for the 21 years of being in the closet! or Im turning into Allan! hmmmmm he seems to be coming up more and more (PS: has he come out yet or is he still pretending to be banging his chiropractors secretary?) The guy I was talking about in my previous posts Ian is sooo sweet, he hasn't been with many guys, and up until a little while ago hadn't told his parents! We have been together a while now, but nothing big has happened or come out of it because we both know he is leaving for France at the end of Dec for 6 months! now people have been telling me that 6 months isnt that long, but it is.... and I dont know if I can handle it! So I have been talking to this guy Tommy for a while and he was seeing this guy and they broke up and he left for BC... well he has now told me after soooo long that he has always had these feelings for me and I have to admit I had them too, but with him being #1 taken and then #2 moving to BC kinda forgot about him..... Until now when he is moving back so he can be with me! (just so we are clear NOT the only reason he is coming back, because that would be f'n creepy!) But anyways, I am picking him up at the bus station tomorrow! So now I have 3 options.... #1 Break up with Ian and be with Tommy... #2 Stay with Ian and forget about Tommy..... Or #3 Stay with both of them until Ian Leaves in Dec and then just transfer over to just Tommy! I have no idea what to do! those of you who know me know that I cannot be mean, and I know breaking up with Ian is going to crush him! But I dont want to be a player either! LORD HELP ME!
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