Saturday, December 22, 2007

Its begining to feel alot like ..... I just want to die!


Merry Christmas!............ this is what you would be hearing from someone who actually gave a damn!! I have been spending so much time this year trying to get myself in the spirit of the season..... to no avail! Through work, I have seen how people come together this time of year to make things better for those less fortunate, but Its just not doing it for me. This year I would rather be at home with a book relaxing.... NOT spending it with the familly I could do with out seeing! The good part Is I have gotten to see a couple old friends that Ive missed... but Im good now and would really like to leave!
Im really not a grinch!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

yes you are, its not nice to lie leaderoftoday. okay so thats a lie and i know that you care. Love you buddy. let me know if you know who this is. i do read this even though im kinda flakey occasionally. xxoooxxoo

Chandra said...

I can completely relate to your feelings about Christmas. I was the same way this year, presents were thrown, and probably 10 years of stress blew on "that special night" but I've learned that you have to spend time with who YOU want to or else you WILL turn into the Grinch around certain people... or your face will turn to stone.. either or!