I dont know what is going on but for some reason it is 2:34am and I cant sleep.. so YAY I will entertain all of you.
You know that feeling when you are dating someone and you know there is a change, but you cant tell what it is.. You worry its you or something you did.. that maybe the person you are seeing has changed because they found someone new, or better than you.. Thats where I am right now.. I try to sleep, I hear him breathe.. I think things were off tonight SOMETHING IS WRONG!! Granted I am a gay man that tends to worry about EVERYTHING.. but I dont know this one is weird my gut is telling me something is up and it isnt good..
Why is Love so fucking hard.. I hate being alone, but I know im not in a relationship because of that... I feel like Im with someone I can see being with for a long time.. but why do I feel like I need to run away all the time... He has done so much already to show me that he cares and will do anything for me.. but why do I have this stupid feeling I cannot trust him?
Bla.... I refuse to give up without a fight! Ive been through enough shit already to just give up and walk away from it all......
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There are times when I get those feelings too. The longer I am with the dude, the better it gets, but I think everyone experiences those insecurities.
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