Love

Some guys don't know what is Love or Lust.
Let me be the one to tell you:
Lust is when you love what you see and Love is when you lust for what's inside.
Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late.

The Life and Times

Hello again everyone! I have been a very busy boy, and been ignoring my blog for quite some time now! *slaps on the hand* But Now I AM BACK! I know I said that last post.. but now I am in a position that I think I need to start sharing again before I go insane!

Since the last time I had posted things have changed up quite a bit! I am no longer working at the Homeless shelter, it turns out that a Christian shelter is no place for a fag... At least that is what I was told my numerous co workers... But you know, life has a funny way of doing things! As all the issues were coming up at work (being told all gay people were molested as children and enjoyed it, and that I was living a life of sin with everything I did) a position became available at a local GLBTQ centre I was volunteering for! I applied and am now running the Centre! Its amazing! I work with so many different people and I am learning so much! The whole alphabet soup thing with the GLBTTTIQQA, I have meetings just like everyone else, but mine are with Royalty! Drag Queens and Kings,and learning how to be a man from all the bull dyke's!

All I have to say is thank god they are around, I had to build something the other day!

Im thinking it might be fun to blog all the interesting things that happen to me at work! Watch out for another day in the Life!

Long time no Blog!

Hello Everyone!

Sorry it has been so long but I have been quite Busy!!!

Lets see, the most basic update I can give...well, I am workign full time! LOVE my job, I am a youth worker at a homeless shelter! I am currently taking some courses, and hope to have my degree in counciling in a year or so... ummm... My life has kind of been a mess.. The company I am working for is a Christian Organization, and I must say its good to get back in touch with my religion, however no one really knows who I am. Which make it hard to enjoy being here. When I hear all the negitive things, and just turn a deaf ear.. its gotten to the point that I am standing up for everything I believe in, so its kinda nice!

I am still alone in this world, but its ok! recently I have been pushing everyone away. I just want my space to be who I am, and not need to worry about how it effects others. And make choices I wont look back on and wonder what the hell I was thinking!

I am hoping to get back into this again ( I know I said that before) but now that I have a few hours to kill everynight, I will try and keep this updated!

Life is Like a RollerCoaster

Im back!

So in life we have ups and downs... well people currently my life seems to be digging deeper and deeper! If I dont reach the other side soon I dont know whats going to happen! Lets see, Im not even going to talk about MEN!!! I got in my first car accident! I now have a hate on for the city and their ability of clearing the roads! I am coming to the conclusion that there are lucky people and then there is me... OH WELL! Lets see, what else is new........ OH I got a new Job, I am now a Youth Worker in a homeless shelter! YAY! all but the part that I am paid monthly instead of biweekly! So now all my bills are going to be messed up for next month! oh well, a month with out a phone wont be that bad... as long as I can make my rent payment.... which, oh look at this... isnt going to happen unless I can find a way to magicly come up with a money tree!!!! Life isnt that bad, Im still losing weight! YAY! Having no money for food really helps!



When is this ride going to Change it up, Im starting to feel sick......

Its begining to feel alot like ..... I just want to die!

Merry Christmas!............ this is what you would be hearing from someone who actually gave a damn!! I have been spending so much time this year trying to get myself in the spirit of the season..... to no avail! Through work, I have seen how people come together this time of year to make things better for those less fortunate, but Its just not doing it for me. This year I would rather be at home with a book relaxing.... NOT spending it with the familly I could do with out seeing! The good part Is I have gotten to see a couple old friends that Ive missed... but Im good now and would really like to leave!
Im really not a grinch!

The New Me!

I started LA weight loss yesterday! YAY! My be skinny date is March 09! Watch out bitches!

Over Due Update!

Hey Everyone! Im sorry it has been forever since I have posted on here! Work has been Crazy! So.... lets see where to start.... Umm new Job... LOVE IT! Um sex life.... Pfft, broken hearted yet again, but have a promising new prospect! (special needs T.A.! And OMFG Hotty!) Ummmm..... Ive lost sooo much weight, I cant wear my pimp grad ring anymore! Moved to Calgary, and then back to Edmonton.... And I moved to a different house... I think that is it in a nut shell! I am missing everyone sooo much, I kinda just want to go back in time and make everything the way it was! Stocking shelvs, JT dancing.... hmmmm... those were the days!