All Funny stuff aside...

Most of my recent posts have been attempts to make you wet yourself... however today isnt a very fun day... Yes once again Boy problems... I have been seeing this guy for (ill check facebook, thank god it tells me everything) Aug, 29th... HOLY crap thats two months in like 3 days.. woah... anywho.. last week alot of things came into play, I was hella sick and ended up having to go to Emergency at the Hospital, I ended up sitting there for 8 hours alone because he had a test the next morning and couldnt come to see me.. and ok, I can agree that school and your career are important things, but what if I died.... COME ON! Its not the fact that he didnt come see me as much as the he didnt even call or text the next day to see if I was okay.. I ended up texting him the night after everything had happened telling him I was ok and not to worry.. (like he even cared) Well, now he has been gone for a week doing smoe kind of training for work and such, I think I have heard from him 5 times maybe, I dont think I am that high maintenance but when I have to hear from your friends to find out you like me... and never from you there is a problem.


I was all on the defence that I was going to just tell him Im sick of trying, and that I know Im worth something and if he doesnt see that he can go to hell... If he does, then maybe he should start acting like it.......


Im sitting here waiting for 4pm to roll around when he is off work, and everything goes down... Ill let you know what happens.. all I know is there is probably going to be alot of crying.. and for some stupid reason I have the new PCD song stuck in my mind...

BLA!