WTF should I do!?

Holla! I am afraid this post is a sad one! I know, compared to all my wonderfully hilarious ones this is going to be a drag, but what can ya do.... not everyone is happy all the time, unless you are Posh spice and get to grab beckhams ass 24/7 (now that's happiness people) Any ways.... back to my point, for some reason my mind has decided I cant settle down with just one guy! I don't know if its making up for the 21 years of being in the closet! or Im turning into Allan! hmmmmm he seems to be coming up more and more (PS: has he come out yet or is he still pretending to be banging his chiropractors secretary?) The guy I was talking about in my previous posts Ian is sooo sweet, he hasn't been with many guys, and up until a little while ago hadn't told his parents! We have been together a while now, but nothing big has happened or come out of it because we both know he is leaving for France at the end of Dec for 6 months! now people have been telling me that 6 months isnt that long, but it is.... and I dont know if I can handle it! So I have been talking to this guy Tommy for a while and he was seeing this guy and they broke up and he left for BC... well he has now told me after soooo long that he has always had these feelings for me and I have to admit I had them too, but with him being #1 taken and then #2 moving to BC kinda forgot about him..... Until now when he is moving back so he can be with me! (just so we are clear NOT the only reason he is coming back, because that would be f'n creepy!) But anyways, I am picking him up at the bus station tomorrow! So now I have 3 options.... #1 Break up with Ian and be with Tommy... #2 Stay with Ian and forget about Tommy..... Or #3 Stay with both of them until Ian Leaves in Dec and then just transfer over to just Tommy! I have no idea what to do! those of you who know me know that I cannot be mean, and I know breaking up with Ian is going to crush him! But I dont want to be a player either! LORD HELP ME!

Perfect Night........ Ummm I think not

OK! So last night Ian wanted to take me out to a play! (WOW WHAT A SWEETIE!!!) Lets just say I was excited! So, before the play we had decided to go for coffee with J and A.... Well we were done coffee and back to the house about an hour before the play was going to start... so J and A had left and that left Ian myself and J's dad! So being respectful or so I thought, we went down stairs to be out of the way and not make noise while he was watching his show! Well after I don't know maybe 10 Min's we hear him upstairs FREAKING OUT!!! he had called up J and was screaming at her because Ian and I were downstairs alone! (apparently he really likes me and has no issues with gay people, just what gay people do) so I get a call on my cell phone from J saying my dad is really uncomfortable and you guys need to leave! Ian was really good about it... he just said OK lets go, gave me a kiss and grabbed his coat... we got our stuff and left, the thing now is I don't know whether to apologise for having my boyfriend in my room, or to pretend like nothing happened and just make sure it doesn't happen again! DOES ANYONE KNOW OF ANY RENTAL PLACES IN EDMONTON!??!?!?!? THAT ARE AVAILABLE ASAP?!

UPDATE

Sorry It has been so long since i have been on here! I have been soooo busy! Any who! Lets see what New in my life... as of yesterday I have a new BF!!!!! YAY! Go Ian! He is the cutest thing in the world, and has a rocking ass, abs, and well you get the point! we have been seeing each other for a few weeks now and we have finally decided to give it a go..... Unlike hetero relationships we dont automatically assume we are bf's even after we have started sleeping together... Its just the way it works... Men are sluts... we have needs, and we dont need to be close to someone to get them (wow I sound like Allan!!!) *Only Kat will get that one* SO ya... Its all good in that area.. I now have to tell the other 3 that Im taken :( Ummmm... I got a new job! I start on the 19th! Finally a position in a NPO! Im trying to decide right now If I want to keep the Wonder full Call center position as well as this one and just work my ass to the bone for a while.... We will see how it all plays out in the end! Um right now I am sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of tea that I made over an hour ago... I think I have had 3 sips, Went to the dr today turns out I have a really bad throat infection! YAY!!!! I can barely talk! NOT FUN PEOPLE NOT FUN AT ALL!!!
I keep trying to think of what else has happened.........


OHHHHH YA!

I downloaded the new Britney cd!! I know kill me...... kill me now! The worst part is I am addicted to a couple of the songs! WOW! What is the city doing to me!?